Jakusho Kwon, a
Chinese-American teacher of Zen Buddhism in the lineage of Shunryu Suzuki, is the head abbot of the Sonoma Mountain Zen Center, in
California. Originally
inspired by zenga, the ancient
art of Zen calligraphy, experimented with alternative lifestyles before he
began to study Soto Zen
with Shunryu Suzuki in San
Francisco, becoming one of his first students in the US. No Beginning,
No End is a collection of teachings that aspire to teach some basic
concepts of the Zen tradition through a series of anecdotes, stories and
reflections.
Unlike most other books of spiritual theme, this one avoids the abuse of
mystical notions and obscure but fascinating and seductive fantasies. Far
from it, Kwon centers his attention on everyday life and events, which he
proceeds to discuss in a very simple, unadorned manner, very much in what one
would expect in the Zen tradition. This definitely makes it easier to
read, although it could also make it somewhat disappointing for those who
may take the book hoping to find some highly optimistic, starry-eyed
discussion about celestial figures and guardian angels.
Most chapters are pretty short, a bunch of pages. There is no common thread,
except for the presence of Zen itself. Kwon reflects upon Zen the Zen practice
apropos many different issues. Other than that, this is not your usual
non-fiction book, with a single, clear-cut, well systematized message. Here
are a few excerpts from the book:
Seen from the outside, it may apear that the precepts are just a set of rules that we are expected
to follow. "Don't lie. Don't steal. Don't do this. And especially don't
do that!" But that's not the spirit of the precepts at all. The precepts
are not just a list of ways to behave that someone else reads to you and
expects you to follow. If you take a careful look at the very first
precept, you will see what I mean.
The first precept is the most important of them all because it includes the
others. Of course, in time you will come to see that each of the precepts
really includes the others as well, just as one color reflects all the other
colors, but the first precept makes this very clear. It says simply, "Don't
kill." But don't kill what? In considering this precept, we should not limit
its meaning to the killing of people or animals. It really means "Don't kill
your Buddha Nature. Don't kill your life-force." Once you the depth of
this precept, then of course you will have a different relationship to your
entire environment; to people, to animals, to thoughts and feelings, and to
everything. Then you will know that there's nothing to steal and that there
are no lies to be told. But again it's not something that comes to you from
the outside. It comes from that intrinsic part of yourself that longs to
live in a full, deep, and meaningful way.
(Jakusho Kwon: No Beginning, No End, pp. 50-51)
We were sitting in the old Soko-ji temple, and our sesshins were attended by up to 125 people.
After all the spots for sitting in the temple filled up, students sat all the
way down the balcony and flowed downstairs into the theater. We had two
family-size refrigerators —one was about three hundred feet away, down
a narrow flight of stairs near the back of the temple— and we had only
one five-burner stove. Formal oryoki sets that include the three bowls, special cloths,
and utensils hadn't been introduced yet, so we ate on baby-blue plastic GI
trays, one tray for each person, with regular dishes and utensils alongside
a Buddha bowl. There was no special utensil, called the setsu, for
cleaning our bowls at the end of the meal, so we cleaned with a pickled
vegetable held by our chopsticks. In the kitchen we had done our best to
provide a meal where the size and shape of the food, the color and texture,
would add to its nourishment. Then each person was served rice, miso soup with tofu, pickles, sautéed vegetables, and whatever else we
could put together, all for the sake of the spirit of practice.
That may not sound like very professional Zen, but it was good because I
learned that if you think about something too much, it becomes bewildering,
but when you "just do it," its not so bad. Maybe we should go back to
the baby-blue trays and to improvising as we go along. That's a joke, of
course, but there's a spirit that we shouldn't lose, and whether we're just
making things up as we go along or someone is right there showing us the way,
that spirit holds something important for us in our everyday life.
(Jakusho Kwon: No Beginning, No End, pp. 62-63)
As I've mentioned before, in Zen there are different schools, dealing with
sudden enlightenment and gradual enlightenment. I'm supposedly from the Soto schoo, the gradual
enlightenment way. But actually I don't really consider myself just Soto. Zen
will do. You can follow your master: Be the Soto way, kind of quiet and calm
and very detailed. But a shout once in a while or hitting the floor is okay,
too. Anything that works is what I'm interested in. The Rinzai school is the school of sudden
enlightenment. You practice, and all of a sudden —ta da!—
you've got it! The whole thing makes me laugh because all of this is just
our conditioned idea, and we fail in this are over and over again.
In actuality, what happens is like night and day. There is no sudden
enlightenment. There is not even gradual enlightenment. Those are just words,
like Zen dust. There have been big debates throughout Zen history. People
ask, "Are you from the sudden school or the gradual school?" We shouldn't get
involved in those kinds of debates. We should know through and through what
is practice.
Debates like these are not in the Zen spirit because, as you can see in the
quote from Dogen, even
as we just begin to practice zazen, enlightenment is already there. It's like starting at zero when
you're in a circle. You go around the circle 360 degrees, and you're back at
zero. So really you don't go anywhere. You don't become any purer than you
originally were. You don't become any more enlightened than you were. You
just return to where you came from. So maybe some of you will want to just get
off your cushions and go home right now. But in some other traditions you
might say, "Well, maybe if you stay here a couple more years, you just might
get it."
We think we're going to go from zero to 180 degrees all the way to 360
degrees. Wow! That's great. But actually you're already there. All your have
to do is just realize it as you are. And that's you, vividly here. Where
else could you be? That's the whole thrust of Zen.
(Jakusho Kwon: No Beginning, No End, pp. 89-90)
An important par of Zen practice is study. Of course, we study the self
through meditation and
other activities, but we also study the world, as well as some of the
abundant and profound literature that has come out of Zen practice. In each
of these ways we are always studying the self. It is a big mistake to
think that when we read writings on the lives of some of our ancestors, we're
studying about someone besides ourselves, because each phrase, letter, and
even the space between the letters is actually pointing toward ourselves.
This is the underlying meaning of what we call intimate study. Actually,
we might say that intimacy itself is at the heart of all of Zen. When we are
intimate with anything, or with everything, we are simulatenously being
intimate with ourselves.
(Jakusho Kwon: No Beginning, No End, p. 111)
As I've mentioned before, the first teacher you will meet at a Zen center
is the schedule. No matter what you may want to do or not to do, the
schedule provides a kind of natural pressure that pushes you past your
hindrances, past your ideas of yourself and your fears or inhibitions. It
pushes you to do things you may not like: stopping work at a certain time,
going to meetings, eating food that may not have the taste you particularly
enjoy, going to sleep early so you can wake up very early, sitting
long hours. All of this pressure begins to accumulate like frost gathering
on snow; it functions like the pressure that transforms coal into diamond.
(Jakusho Kwon: No Beginning, No End, p. 141)
His Holiness the Dalai
Lama has said many times that it is not the Buddhist way to just accept
something on faith. We should put everything to the test and decide for
ourselves whether to have faith in it. So there is a relationship between
action and faith in the Buddhadharma. That's why I encourage you to put this
practice to the test. You can start by taking a look and seeing for yourself
where you spend most of your life. In bed? On your feet? On your seat? And
while you're there, what is it that you are doing? What do you long for?
Everything to change? Nothing to change?
(Jakusho Kwon: No Beginning, No End, p. 159)
Most people get caught when they think they know what they are actually
doing, what the purpose is, or the goal. If you think you really know these
things, you may still be doing things in vain, because for most people the
purpose is still dualistic. It's based on your evaluation of what's good and
what's bad, what's effective or cost efficient or useful or useless, big or
small. We get fooled by all these labels, all these names, and it brings a
self-consciousness to our activity. Part of the reason we do this is that
we want to be good. We want to be real good people. But you already are good,
you practice so you can see the basic goodness that you already have. You
dont need anyone to tell you that you are a good person, or a good father,
mother, sister, or brother. Suzuki-roshi told us, "If you do things because
you should do them, then this is real practice." When you hear this, you may
say, "That's it? Do things because you should do them and this is real
practice?" But whatever you think, it is so.
(Jakusho Kwon: No Beginning, No End, p. 179)
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